Friday, April 3

Should we fight for him?

salam & hye.

I used to love someone. I used to appreciate him. He used to be my happiness. He used to be part of my life.

One day, a girl "dm" me at twitter and she asked me about him. I thought she just another ordinary girl who was so obsessed with him. Don't blame me okay. I was so stewwwpid because I trust him. Based on his stories, she's the one who was soooooo deadly in love with him. 😏

Frankly, first conversation was so "krik krik". I don't even know who the hell she is. Dari mana datang ni cik adik oi? She suddenly said hye and after a few minutes, she told me everything *together with screenshot pictures*. Evidence accepted. Beyond reasonable doubt Yang Arif. LOL.

At first, I thought she lied. Nahhhhh~~ She didn't. He Lied. He Lied. He liedddd! Demmmm. I feel like want to throw him from tingkat 21. Seriously.

Guess who is she?

His girlfriend.

Yup. I repeat...


Since we knew about this, both of us decided to leave. Yes.LEAVE. No one gonna stay. I'm not interested to fight for him. Like seriously, siapa yang nak lelaki macam tu? No one.

We start a new life. New chapter. New story. No more lies. No more drama.

Everyone thought that we will have a difficult time to forget everything about him. Nope. Exactly no. Because we have each other.

Everyone thought that we will fight and she will become my greatest enemy. No no no! That's soooooo not us. Since the day we knew about him, we keep on texting and facetime-ing each other. Keep on asking whether she's okay or not. Keep on jadi a loyal "pompom girl" for each other whenever one of us feels down.

Till now, she's my sister from another mother. Annoying yet cute. Crazy yet big-hearted.

No points to fight for someone who don't deserve to be part of your life. No one will fight for a shit. Right? 💁

Monday, February 9

Fall & Stay


Monday. Feb. 9, 2015.

Everyone will FALL in love but sadly, not all will try to STAY.

Love is like a rainbow. However, there will be no such rainbow without rain and storms. Love is not something that will provides you 24/7 happiness. For me, love is how you learn to accept imperfections, how both of you will try your best to stay through thick and thin, after a big fight, both of you still be able to sit together and forgiving each other, and after all challenges and problems, both of you still want to be together. No matter how hard, you will stay. True love needs a lot of sacrifice and patience.

If you FALL in love too easily, then it will be so hard for you to STAY. 

I just can't understand how a guy/girl who already in a relationship can easily flirt and fall in love with another girl/guy. If words and love can be so cheap and meaningless, then true love will never exist in this world. Trust me, when there's a third person, it will be so hard for you to stay.  How can you fall in love with someone else if you are deadly in love with your existing partner? There's no such thing as "saja nak test market". 

Learn how to fall in love and stay.Those three little words might not give any meaning to you but by using those words, you may hurt someone who truly loves you. In case you didn't know : to someone, you might be their world.

You will never know if it will last forever, but you can always try to stay.

Tuesday, January 20

Knock Knock , Who's There?


Tuesday. 20th January 2015. Let's talk something serious.

It's lumrah to love someone and to be loved in return but let me tell you something. There are two types of person that will "knock knock" your heart. 

1st, they will knock without any intention to enter into your life. They will knock and once you open your "door", they will come in. They come in for real and you thought he/she is the one. Nahhh, not really. Take note, they knock just for fun without any intention to stay with you. Once they tired, bored or found someone better than you, they will leave. 

2nd, they knock because they really want to enter into your life and stay. They will try their hardest and fight for something that they really want. I swear, it's not an easy task to find this one in a million type of person. It so demm hard to find someone who truly knock your door and stay no matter how hard it is to be with you.

Orang cakap, cinta itu buta and love is like gambling. If you managed to find someone who worth your time, know how to handle you at your worst and willing to stay, keep him/her. 

However guys, if you have commitment issue, it's better to be single than to be in a relationship and get nowhere. Don't knock if you are not ready because heart and feeling are not something that you can play with. 

If a guy want a woman to respect him, he has to love her with all of his heart, and vice versa.